Me to Me

I close my eyes
and I am taken to this place I seldom visit
where i am alone
where its me to me

these fancy things boil down, here, to hard realities
what I have and what I don't
does this even matter?
does this even matter,
for you are not here...

Whatever I achieve, wherever I get
the child in me would always crave for your love
But,
the mould in which it was cast has changed
and the breezes among which it flourished and flowered have veered away.

When I can't find words...

I remember times when we shared dreams
When mornings were brighter and nights warmer
The heat between you used to retreat to the morning light
And now, Its a dull dawn without you

All the things I know right now
If I only knew back then
As I let you go, I will find my way
as I still live in your afterglow

In between the longing to hold you again
My mind drifts away, we only have today.
No, I am not breaking down bit by bit
I am just frozen in time

As rain falls, I lie to myself
Its doesn't bring back any memories
As you think I rise above the story of pain,
You would never know mine.

Because when it comes to expressing it to you,

I can't find words...